Harper High School: The details in this report really stick
with you, as much as you’d like to forget everything in it because it’s so
upsetting. I can’t help but ask how a teacher could work in this school; it’s
eye-opening and unsettling at the same time. I’m not sure how they do it. There
was a big emphasis on the fact that students don’t choose to be in a gang, they
just are (or something like that). What kept coming to me is the incredible
stress these kids are under each and every day. The students keep these rules
just to stay alive: 1. Know your geography (your part of the neighborhood
determines what gang you’re associated with) 2. Never walk alone 3. Never walk
with someone else 4. Don’t use the sidewalk 5. Don’t run if shot at 6. You can
be shot at for reasons big and small (retaliation for a previous shooting, or a
fight over a girl) and, finally, 7. Never go outside. Stress this continuous and day-to-day cannot
be healthy. I know that without a break from stress our bodies eventually go on
to experience distress, which will lead to physical symptoms that will most
certainly affect these students’ lives – emotionally, behaviorally, and
academically. One student mentioned that he stays home and has been staying
home for three years now. He doesn’t have friends and he avoids social
structure altogether. He admits to feeling depressed. This may be a strange
angle to take after listening to this report, but I worry about the health of
these students. Also, what are the effects on the students after so many deaths
of classmates? Each student knows, or knows of, a classmate who has died in a
shooting. Some have even witnessed these shootings. What long term affects does
this violence and trauma have on students?
On a positive note, I admire the efforts the principal and
staff make on behalf of building community within the school. The security
guards joke with students and so does the principal. There have been
twenty-seven shootings in the last thirteen months (can’t remember how many
died), so these teachers work to use all their “energy to keep kids alive.” I can
imagine the teachers working extremely hard to build trust in the students that
they will keep them safe, and also the trust the parents must have in them to
send their students to school each and every day. Ok, now I’m worrying about
the health of the teachers!
Teaching is an admirable professional; being a teacher
working in a school district where she has to constantly be thinking about how
to keep her students alive is even more admirable.
I wholeheartedly agree with you Traci. LIstening to the podcast about Harper School makes teaching in Lapwai sound like a fairy tale. We don't have to live under the constant fear and stress about whether we or our students will make it to the next day or if they do, what will they witness on their way home. Although the community we teach in has faced some tragedies, it is not every day and there is time to heal, process and work through them. When the police man described that every child is a part of a gang, not by choice, it blew me away. Just to survive (or maybe not survive) or walk down the street...I just cannot imagine the stress either! This makes me feel fortunate and thankful that we are where we are in Idaho. What can be done to help the safety of the children in Chicago and other places like this?
ReplyDeleteI had the same feelings as I was listening to the podcast, with tears running down my face. I kept thinking, "How can I ever complain or be upset about anything else in my teaching situation again?" I can't imagine living in constant fear for myself or my students. Worrying whether they will get shot at on their way to school or if their not-by-choice gang affiliation will bring other kinds of tragedies to their lives. How can they possibly focus on their studies or function in everyday life? Survival mode 24-7? It has to take it's toll in all areas of life, physically, emotionally, acedemically and so on. My question is the same;What can be done to help the safety of the children in Chicago and other places like this?
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